So Saturday Morning I was doing some volunteering and I was leaving to get coffee with Katerine and Dan Hutti and my mom calls me and said come home now and i said why and she hung up. So i went home and she was like shaking with anger. she held out two notes to me and told me to read them to my dad. I was so confused and didn't understand. So my dad just took one of them and read it while i read the other one. They were both notes from Amanda. The one i was reading had nothing bad in it besides some cuss words which i thought my mom was mad at but no the other one was worse. The note my dad was reading was amanda telling me about getting high before school one day. It said i have never been that high at school. it also said something about a hookah. My mom was freaking out and yelling at me. First she accused me of stealing her money to buy drugs (because money has been getting stolen out of her car). When she said that i wanted to ask her if she was retarded but it didnt. She said i wasn't leaving my house for an eternity until she had the whole story. She wanted to know everything that has been going on recently. She was like i can take you up to the police station right now and get you drug tested. She didn't. Then my mom left and told me to talk about it with my dad. I told him that amanda smoked pot and we talked about it. I'm not allowed to be friends with her anymore. He questioned me about all my friends and asked if they smoked too and logically i said no no one else did. My dad was so upset. Then my mom called me and asked if i had told him everything i said yes and told her what we talked about. When i told her it was only amanda she didnt believe me and was like so your telling me bekah doesnt do it. and i was like i dont know she might do it with amanda sometimes. She was like yeah thats what i thought. I've know this from the beginning, i know what kids do im a teacher i know what does on blah blah blah. Then she told me i wasnt allowed to be friends with "those people" anymore. Surprisingly I didn't cry right then or at any time in front of my parents, but i did later. They can go fuck off because there is no way in hell im not going to be friends with two of my best friends anymore. I'm still hanging out with Amanda and Bekah too, i lie to their faces everyday and im going to continue to do it because they cant' control who im freinds with. I'm going to stop smoking for a long time, not forever just awhile. I don't like my parents otherwise i wouldn't lie to them and not care that i do. They piss me off to no end and im sorry but im going to keep hanging out with whoever i want to hang out with. I didn't go out sat. night but tonight im going to barnes and noble to study with some people. I'm not in trouble and im not grounded. I can still go out and hang out with people just not those two. I do not know how i am going to survive. I love amanda and bekah to death and i cannot handle not being with them. So that was my weekend. Sorry this is so long I just had to tell the entire story.